ℂlear & ℬright
My dream was so messed up (always are)
So my family were on a weird vacation and we were driving over the ocean. The sun was about to go down and since I’m afraid of heighs I was freaking out, but then the car starts flying over some whales and becomes a convertable to I get hit in the head and everyone’s yelling at me saying there’s barnacles on my head so I freak out again. Then we’re in the ocean and there’s these things like jellyfish, but coral, all clumped together on the ocean floor. My mom would throw food and they’d rise. They had root like..tentacles? Everyone rode on one but me and I kept getting hurt by them. Then something happened and one jellyfish grew very large and we were all rushed into what was now an RV. As we leave, people ask me to do things and I keep getting pulled out by the current, but my dad always saves me (trust me this is symbolism right here). On the ocean surface I’m cold and in pain because I keep falling out. We’re now driving on the arctic and I’m wearing shorts and my sweatshirt. Then we get home and I’m sad because I’ve missed the rain at home. There’s a party but I’m just cold. Then I woke up. Damn my house is cold!
There are many classes of weird.
I was thinking about maybe starting to do art kind of stuff. Also about doing old fashioned Valentine’s Day cards with lace and doilies and such. …
and everything will smell like lavender
There’s this tiny bag of lavander that i’ve had for years and it’s still making everyhting smell like lavender. The bag says LAVANDA.
Woo! Ranting time!
Happy Veterans Day! :)
Thank you veterans for your service, bless you.
Um, I used my tablet and photoshop today. So far I’ve drawn two pictures and I’m actually kinda proud of them. It’s led me to creat a new storyline and a new character, just don’t know what to name her yet.
Also, what’s all this about today being a wish day couple day as well as Veterans day? I’m guessing it’s because it’s 11/11/11? What’ll be 12/12/12 I think 12/12/12 will be more special because I mean, there won’t be a 13/13/13, y’know?
On fb, (I messaged a friend about vital info and she hasn’t replied aaaaa D;) I was just searchin’ around and I found some people, not sure if I want to add them, I’m kinda embarrassed that I’m using a pic of Hetalia New Zealand instead of my face. ^^` People at school already find me foreignly strange even though I’ve only been here my life. They just do something to me… ._. dunno what it is..I feel like such a stranger at school.
My house is a mess, I’m forgetful, and a complainer,can’t make my own descisions, easily persuaded (I’m getting better at standing my ground though! Take that society!), spend my time looking up hetalia things, I don’t go out to do things often at all and when I do it takes forever to plan and then I get boring, listening to multi language music and I’m just too childish-seeming with people. Trust me, when I’m just on my own I’m more mature and contemplative than like, in school.
Lately, I’ve been falling behind. If somethings too hard I just give up. I prefer a relaxing lifestyle. Also, like, with all this career talk in school, I’ve been thinking… will I be able to become a scientist? Why do I think I’ll enjoy working in a lab? Could I photograph fruits and vedgetable for magazines? How much will that pay?
*sigh* That’s it for now. Hoping for a better tomorrow, guys..